I don't really have a problem with putting it up on a super-connected website of mine

like Facebook or Tumblr, because I've honestly come to terms with everything that's happened and I've come clean over the shit that went down. But it's not stuff that just has to do with me, and nothing justifies pulling up these things for other people who haven't or will never reach that point. I did get tagged, and I do want to fill it in, and I do know that this is still a public forum, but at least it's not one where it'll end up being flooded by discerning, gossip-mongering eyes.

Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. Then delete my answers.

What was your...

1. Last beverage: water

2. Last phone call: mom

3. Last text message: Chrissy

4. Last song you listened to: Cho Chang / VPM

5. Last time you cried: yesterday morning when I woke up; I tear up when I yawn

6. Got back with someone you've broken up with? yeah

7. Been cheated on? probably

8. Kissed someone and regretted it? yep

9. Lost someone special? yeah

10. Been depressed? yeah

11. Been drunk and threw up? nope

List 3 favorite colors:

12. night sky blue

13. emerald green

14. deep violet

This year, have you...

15. Made a new friend: yeaaaah

16. Fallen out of love: ..yeah, actually. weird, thinking that it was only earlier this year.

17. Laughed until you cried: don't think so

18. Met someone who changed you: yes

19. Found out who your true friends were: I haven't been blindsighted on that for a while, now

20. Found out someone was talking about you: probably at some point. not in a bad way though

21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list: yes

22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life? everyone but say..5

23. How many kids do you want? 0-3

24. Do you have any pets? not atm, no

25. Do you want to change your name? nopeeeee

26. What did you do for your last birthday? got the prom date okay after a WEEK+ of waiting, and bought a big DQ cake. and ate it.

27. What time did you wake up today? 1pmish?

28. What were you doing at midnight last night? probably tumblr

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: COLLEGE.

30. Last time you saw your mother: right before I just came upstairs

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life? lose the apathy

32. What are you listening to right now? typing

[What happened to #33?]

34. Who is getting on your nerves now? nobody

35. Most visited webpage: tie between facebook and tumblr

36. Your real name: Harry Potter

37. Nicknames: Jen, Jen Jen, Jen Wang, JW, Little J, Jenny, Little Asian, Asian, J Wang, Wangydang..it goes on for a while.

[What happened to #38?]

39. Zodiac sign: aries

40. Male or female? female

41. Elementary school: Barnes, Reedy Creek, Wildwood Forest, Powell, Brassfield

42. Middle school: Larson

43. High school/college: Athens, Shakopee

44. Hair color: nearly black, aka supersuperduper dark brown

45. Long or short: long

46. Height: 4'9"

47. Do you have a crush on someone? nah

48: What do you like about yourself? I enjoy my train of thought.

49. Piercings: none

[What happened to #50?]

51. Righty or lefty: right

Firsts...

52. Surgery: i think i had surgery when i broke my arm when i was three.

53. Piercing: nothing

54. Best friend: Daphne Chen

55. Sport you joined: swim

56. Vacation: Taiwan shortly after i was born

57. Pair of trainers: ?

Right now...

58. Eating: nothing, but i just had some of the oreo icebox i made with Chrissy

59. Drinking: water

60. I'm about to: go study for my vertebrae anatomy test

61. Listening to: more typing

62. Waiting for: nothing. I don't have time to spend on waiting for anything.

63. I'm feeling: fat. to be honest.

Your future...

64. Want kids? dunno. we'll see.

65. Get married? we'll see.

66. Career: teach

67. Lips or eyes? ..perhaps eyes

68. Hugs or kisses? both

69. Shorter or taller? taller. that won't be hard.

70. Older or younger? probably older

71. Romantic or spontaneous? both :D

72. Nice stomach or nice arms? bothhh

73. Sensitive or loud? both

74. Hook-up or relationship? relationship

Have you...

75. Kissed a stranger: nope

76. Drank hard Liquor: nope

77. Lost glasses/contacts: yeaaaah

78. Sex on first date: nope. nope nope nope. not happenin.

79. Broken someone's heart: doubt it

80. Been arrested: no

81. Turned someone down: yeah

82. Cried when someone died: yes

83. Fallen for a friend: yeah

Do you believe in...

84. Yourself: pretty much always

85. Love at first sight: notrly

86. Heaven: no

87. Santa Clause: at some point in time

88. Kiss on the first date: depends

89. Angels: no

90. God: NO.

Answer truthfully...

91. Ever had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time? pffff no.

92. Did you sing today? yeah, a LOT.

93. Did something illegal? at some point, i'm sure

94. If you could go back in time, how far would you go? not sure. elem, maybe

95. The moment you would choose to relive: shopping at oakland with fai

96. Are you afraid of falling in love? no

97. When was the last time you lied? i don't even know

98. Are you usually late, early, or right on time? late and on time more often than early. i'd be earlier more often if i HAD A CAR TO DRIVE.

99. Would you give your life to save someone else's? it's honestly gonna depend on the life. if it's a stranger or a friend, most likely yes. if it's someone i dislike..depends on how much i respect you.

100. Are you afraid of posting this as 100 Truths? no...o_O don't see a reason to be. that's not even this blogpost title though.