so so..

school is such a bum.
and sometimes, food can be too. we went to dinner at Famous Dave's during our overnight speech trip, and..mmmm...I have incredibly high standards set for corn muffins now. and root beer. which kinda sucks because I'm a total sucker for the taste of root beer, and if I'm not satisfied with root beer, the world is kind of unsatisfying in general. xD

well, what's new. I've been drenched in homework for the past week. my pre-calc grade has sunk downwards to the (non-Asian) failing point. I made the cast of the spring play. and I'm hungry. I gave up being vegetarian after 9 months because of frickin hunger.
so...I'm allergic to a lot of stuff, and among this list of stuff is soy. soy milk, soy beans, and tofu is all off the list of my vegetarian diet. a vegetarian without soy options typically makes for a pretty darn hungry vegetarian. I was actually totally fine for the first 9 months. but somehow (I won't say it's deliberate, because I don't see why it would be) my mother's cooking has confined itself to dishes all including something that I'm allergic to. most of these all include soy, which is understandable since my mom is vegetarian. But that means there's not a lot of stuff I can eat at the dinner table, and the food I can eat isn't all that appealing to me. Eating an entire meal of one dish isn't all that appetizing, so I can't make myself eat a full meal's worth, and my stomach stays unsatisfied.

I want..a corn muffin. Any corn muffin.